What made me sign on for my first marathon? Well, it was for a couple of reasons. One, I've enjoyed running for several years. I am not a new runner, but definitely not marathon endurance level. I've run a 15K road race in my hometown for 7 years through college and after, and this was really my first taste of distance running. It was without a doubt a slow progression to that level. I still remember finishing my first 5K race sophomore year of high school when I was
really new to running, thinking,
'No way could I ever triple that!'
What is that saying, practice makes perfect? Well I hadn't exactly reached perfect yet. But I did stick with it recreationally, until that fateful summer between my freshman and sophomore years of college when my good friend Kassie turned to me as we finished up a leisurely jog around the neighborhood and said,
'Let's train for the 15K!' Me, taken slightly aback thought, '
This is really nice idea Kassie and I appreciate the thought, but really? Run 9 miles? I was planning on a nice relaxing summer...'
Believe it or not, we did it. We trained that summer and ran together all 9.3 miles to the finish which I had only ever watched on TV, wondering how it was possible. We completed our goal - what a great feeling! I still attribute my emergence into running to Kassie and that crazy idea of hers. Granted that first year I couldn't walk for the rest of the day following the race, and was laid up in bed feeling pretty bad (probably from dehydration), but it was a great feeling nonetheless. It's funny thinking back on my early days of running. How far I've come!
Another reason for signing up for a marathon was I was looking for the next big challenge. Something to commit myself to and nurture overtime to meet an ultimate goal. Having finished the Boston half marathon this past October in just under 2 hours, I entertained the thought of someday training for a marathon. But soon after convinced myself otherwise. But a part of me always thought,
'Come on! How great would it be to finish a marathon? It might be do-able, just double the training you did for the half!'
It was the first time I actually wrapped my head around the idea of completing 26.2 miles. I knew what I did for the half, and assumed if I doubled it - doubled the length of training, mileage, and commitment - it might be possible. It was a revelation of sorts, to think what you once perceived as impossible ('I have no
idea how people could do that'), to understanding a path by which it may be achievable. Still on the fence and not 100% committed to the idea, I put it to rest for a while. Then on January 22nd, things changed.
My final reason for signing up for a marathon and ultimately the deciding factor, was learning about the Leukemia and Lymphoma's Team in Training program. I had heard about it before, but wasn't really sure what it was all about. I went on their website to learn more and was really taken aback at the program, and how it helps you meet a lifetime goal while raising funds for patients battling life threatening diseases. At that point I was moved, but not yet ready to sign on for a marathon (I'm a thinker, and not easily moved to action by my emotions!).
I then started seeing ads on the T and decided to attend an informational session in January 2011. After hearing in person about the program and speaking with alumni, I had made up my mind. I had actually signed up for a marathon - the San Diego Marathon on June 5th - and was responsible for raising a lot of money along the way - WOW!
This was one of the moments in my life where my gut was shouting at me, "Do it!" and I recognized and acted on it. My mind was frantically running through the logistics, '
Would I have enough time, am I ready to take on this commitment, what will I have to sacrifice to make this happen, am I ready to put my body through this?' I surprised myself that day, not expecting to actually commit before thinking it over a little more. All I can say is, I went with my gut!